Moments of truth

If I die, pls…

Tell my mum that I love her e most! She got to take care of herself, not to tired herself too much. It has not been easy for her. Although she doesnt show, I know she will worry e most. I love her once again…

Tell my dad that I love him as much as mum. I will still be his little gal and I hope he will take good care of himself and mum. Tell him to go to e church more often. Remind him to pray when he feels weak.

Tell my sister that without her, I wouldnt make it today. She has never stop loving me from young till now. She always put me before herself.  Ask her to take good care of herself. I am sure her marriage is a blessful one : )

Tell my brother that even though we may drifted a little, thinking back to e times, i know that u love me. Probably u wont show, probably u dont know how to express.  But I know that u care. U just got to control your emotions and take things a little easier. I want you to be happy.

Tell my dear that I love him! I never know what love is till I met him. Thanks for loving me and making me feel alive when I am down. I love your cooking, i love you even more. I hope we can fulfill our dreams together, if only I am still with you.

Tell YYMS that…wat a stupid gang name we got?! haa. It has been fun knowing you guys. Each of us are from different backgrounds but somehow we got together because of common interest, Singing! So many fond memories we have. Cauppage-Hark-Chalet-now…many many more. I Love YYMS 
Tell my friends that I LOVE YOU ALL!!! Thanks for listening and being through e ups and downs. All of you play an important part in my life. Some have seen me grow, alot may have seen me fall. You are there when I need encouragement and motivation. Thanks for reassuring my confidence, thanks for believing in me. I thank god for all of you! Sorry if I create any disappointment, sorry for being insensitive at times. Sorry for throwing tantrums, sorry for being rude. I just want to say sorry for the wrongs I have done. I want god to bless you in life : )

Tell the world to stop fighting. Nothing will be resolve, only sacrifices are made. Shall we think of how to bring peace to the world rather than just fighting? It is selfish to create war. I hate it!

Lastly, dont forget to remember me… I love all of you : )

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A nice song by Kelly Clarkson… 

Before your love

I wonder how I ever made it through a day
How did I settle for the world in shades of gray
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don’t know why
And I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out in front of me
And I realized

I’d never lived
Before your love
I’d never felt
Before your touch
And I’d never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn’t really livin’

I’d never lived…
Before your love

I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams, seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don’t know how
I’d survive without your kiss
Cuz you’ve given me
A reason to exist

I’d never lived
Before your love
I’d never felt
Before your touch
I’d never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn’t really livin’

I’d never lived… before your love
I’d never lived… Before your love

And I don’t know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you’ve breathed your love into me just in time
I’d never lived
Before your love
I’d never felt
Before your touch
I’d never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn’t really livin’

I’d never lived
I’d never lived
Before!…
Your!!…
Love!!!…

She will always remember it on the 5th September, when she found him. She hope to be there for him through all times. Thank god for bringing him to her life…

越是了解 就越是喜欢

她为什么会这样

这次好像真的喜欢上了

时刻都在想着他

每天都会期待着他的问候

不知道他是否和她有同样的感觉？

她觉得自己很笨  可是却控制不了自己越来越喜欢他

原来  没有答案的日子是那么辛苦的

等待  她也累了

虽然只是短短的几个月  可是感觉就好像等了好久好久

她是被动的  因为她害怕要是说出她喜欢他

她可能会失去他

她喜欢和他在一起得感觉

又不想和他做普通朋友

或许是她贪心 是她自作多情

她却控制不了自己的感觉

天真的她  期待有一天他会先开口

却又担心  如果她来不及对他说 而失去了

她  真的会后悔的

她本来安定的心情  在他的出现后  改变了

她的心现在   已经融入不了第二个人了

爱一旦留了个位置

就很难被取代

不管多少人经过

使终也无法把位置让出来

就是痴等着

盼望有一天

他会发现

添满那位置。。。

“这样”下去，也好。

没有任何承诺，也没有压力。

没有资格向对方要求什么。

明知道不可能开花结果，还天真的期待着。

想跟着感觉走

听听她的心

想要什么。

她知道，

她的心

喜欢了。

好久没这种感觉

她开始害怕。。。

不知不觉

一切好像成了习惯

当习惯不在了，

就会有想念吧。。。

是不是把所有心事说出来了，就会活得更开心呢？

我想，不是每样事情说了出来就会觉得更舒服吧。

有些事情还是要有所保留的。

不然，说出来了会觉得更难受。。。

他的隐瞒，她似乎看透了

好多疑问也似乎有了答案。。。